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|     so wow, where do i begin?? um..Valentines day was great-my parents decided to let me spend it
with my boyfriend-thank god. lol. He got me a diamond heart necklace and he got his mom to hand
make me a raggedy ann doll (ive grew up with them and told him how much i love em)
So, it was sweet. also, my parents decided that it was time for me to get my first job-ick.
so, i applied at a handful of places and turned in the applications today. To my
surprise, i actually have an interview!! its this Thurdsday at 3:15 at T.J. Maxx. im exctied.
but REALLY nervous. ive never done an interview before. and i really want the job since
its something easy i can do. And then after the interview-i get to see
Disturbed/Sevendust/Skindred. Im excited.
   
also, i have to go tomorrow and take a chemisty test at my old high school. after its done-i get my
diploma. thank god!! lol. i cant wait. but really, the only thing i can think about is the interview.
i mean, i ramble when i get nervous and im SOO nervous. i really hope i get it. but-i dont know
the first thing about interviews. hopefully i wont blow it-i really want it/need it.
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i know the logical choice would be the family, but i dont know. i mean, all this is just really blown
out of preportion. it all started when my brother told a lie to my parents about ym boyfriend,
and now i cant see him because he came over to defend himself, in a very polite way.
so, i dont know whats going on but i hate it. i mean, i love my family, but i love my
boyfriend too...and i cant choose..and i wont.
its not fair. also, my friend got married on sunday...yayness.
i havent heard from her since, but,. in all honesty, not being mean, it was a shotgun wedding.
she got preggo to keep him from going into the army..its sad. but oh well.
the only plus side to this month is the fact that i got to see
3 Doors Down/Safetysuit/Hinder this month, and i get to see
Disturbed/Sevendust/Skindred..
oh..and to add to the horribleness of this month...
my boyfriend is my first valentine..and i cant see him on valentines day...
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|     Well now, its the 3rd Friday in January. and i am sitting in my room alone-big shocker there.
Things have been interesting..but oh well. My brothers son is now living with us, his mom is crazy
and not in the good way. She is being arrested soon for child neglect..she has been keeping him sick too,
and forging doctors signatures, and lying and saying he has a disablilty when he doesnt.
But yeah, he is happy and safe with us now, so thats all good.
   
i have a few concerts to go to. On the 24th i get to see Hinder and 3 Doors Down, and then
Feb 19th i get to see Disturbed and Sevendust..im excited..and i am also excited about
My Bloody Valentine..i cant wait to see it. im excited. lol. Valentines day is also coming up,
yay..lol. I am semi excited to see what my BF is planning, cause he said he has a surprise..lol.
i also need a job..but no one wants to hire me. :(
i guess i really dont have too much else to say, that amnd i am semi-distracted...lol..so,
i'll try tp update sooner than i id this time..hehe :D
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|     So yeah, its been a lil while. My boyfriend spent my birthday with me, and got me some
Gloomy Bears <3 and he also spent thanksgiving with me and my family. I spent
the actual thanksgiving with his, then the next day he came to my familys. we had
to celebrate after thanksgiving cause my mom had to work-and we DONT trust my dad
to do the turkey...lol. it was all really nice though.
   
and now, christmas is almost here and i finished my first semester at ETSU..
however my 2nd semester may be at Northeast State...i dont know yet. My boyfriend
is hoping i'll go there cause i can ride with him, which would be nice, since i can
meet him at his house and go from there since he lives closer to it than
i do. i actually am about to get out and do some christmas shopping..thankfully
im almost done...just lacking gifts for two people...hellz yeah! lol...maybe i might just
survive the holidays...as long as i dont have to play ANY more star wars with my nephew..
getting hit with a water noodle is fun but only for so long...
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|     So, school is slowly coming to an end..yay!! The semester is FINALLY almost over...and its almost
time for Turkey...yumm. On top of that, Christmas is coming up, which means i have to start
looking for christmas gifts...which is fun. i love the holidays...and im going to LOVE being home
more for them...haha. Also, Twilight hits theatres Friday and im so fuckin excited!! i cant wait
to see it..plus, a new Kingdom Hearts game on the 2nd (yeah, im a dork) plus a few cds here and
there...fun times!!
   
Normally my updates would be long, but i am behind on some papers...oops. So, i have to start
them..but hopefully i'll finish them kinda quickly...lol. i dont want to work all night on them..so,
till next time...
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|     So, Halloween was fun...i hung out with my bff and my boyfriend. it was nice. i hung out with my
BFF for most the day [although my BF is also my BFF...this is a different one] and we took
my niece trick-or-treating and then we watched movies. Then, when she left, i took a shower
and chilled till my boyfriend came over and then we watched Saw 2...cause he wants
me to go with him to see Saw 5..but i have never watched the Series. lol. So, that was fun
till my BF told me he hadnt been feeling good, that he might have a hernia or something.
And then that started the trouble...
   
So, the next day i hung out with that same BFF and then my BF called and said he was going
into work...then about 30min later he called and said he was on the way to the Emergency room..
so, they said he was good and i rode with him to the doctor today and they are saying surgery might be an
option. ick. That same day, while he was with a friend at the hospital, i was watching the Play version of
Frankenstein..which was surprisingly good. So, yeah, that is all that has happened lately. I turn 18
on the 12th..yayness. Well, laterz for now...
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|     So, Halloween is this Friday..yay!! i am actually getting more and more excited about it with each
passing day. i get to hang out with my bff for half the day, then at around like, 8pm im meeting
up with my boyfriend till midnight. hehe...me and my bff are dressing up and taking my niece trick or
treating..shes going as this goth chick and im going as either Hannah Montana (yeah i know) or a
pyscho barbie doll...it'll be fun..lol Also, it snowed some today!! Yay!!
   
and yeah, school yesterday was horrible..i didnt go to any of my classes. my brother and me
have two classes together- Art history and Intro To Sociology. Well, he got sick so we didnt go to Art,
then by the time Sociology was supposed to start, i was told to go alone and turn in my paper, which
i spent 4 hours typing on Sunday because my computer deleted my finished paper on Saturday. So
i went to get my paper out of the car and it wasnt there. My brother had moved it and forgot where
he put it. So, i skipped sociology..he ditched me at the school for 2hrs in the cold, alone. So, thankfully i
found some friends and my boyfriend got my early. Well, i had a quiz and an assignment that
was due in English on Friday but i was sick and couldnt go and i had planned on turning it in yesterday,
but my two brothers and dad went to Charlotte on Sunday to see the Panthers play the Cardinals
(and darn-the cardnialsn lost)..and they moved my notebook so i had to skip english cause if i
had went, i would have been bitched at. So, then it turns out my brother found my notebook
but never called and told me..so i already have like, 10-20 points taken off BOTH
assignments. :( So yeah, thats all for now. I'll update again as soon as i can!
   
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|     So, today has been a good day, actually, come to think about it, October has been good so far. I am
so excited about Halloween, although im having to choose between Hanging with my best girl friend,
hanging with my best guy friend/ex, or hanging with my boyfriend. I think im going to spend it with my
boyfriend though cause i think he asked frst. lol. College has been gewd, boring, but good. Im ready for
the semester to be over though. However, i am TOTALLY ready for November. I mean, Taylor Swifts new
cd (Fearless) drops, the Twilight Soundtrack comes out, Nickelback's new cd (Dark Horse) drops,
not to mention the *gasp* Twilight movie and the new bond movie. Im excited about both! Its going to
be a great month.    Also, i turn 18 in November, which i am going to have to divide my time equally
between everyone for that. Yet, its going to be nice. One of my friends wants me to go
to a club with him, i kinda want to...but kinda dont. lol. So, who knows. i still have time
to figure out if i want to or not. Anymore my time is spent either A-) at school/doing school work
B-) at the house doing nothing C-) with my boyfriend or best friend D-) watching movies
or E-) reading. Im currently re-reading the Twilight series, for like, the millionth time, and
also reading East of Eden. Im reading East of Eden more than Twilight..just cause i've
never read it before and it kinda sucks me in.
   
So yeah, i guess thats really abou it for now, i mean, i dont think i have any other really
exciting news. thinks have been pretty tame lately. i cant complain too much though,
im enjoying it. Besides, it gives me time to redo my room. well, massively clean it
is more like it. I dont even remember the last time i cleaned my room. Now, im
not sayin its a uber mess, just, messy. lol. Well, hopefully i'll get the
chance to update a little sooner rather than later.
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|    So, where do i begin? College has been interesting. i like it a lot more than high school though.
the hours are a lot better, and as weird as it sounds, its not as stressful. So far its been pretty
good, but im still having issues with the sleeping. lol. im so used to staying up late and then
getting up around noon. So, now i have to get used to getting up early only on Mon, Wed. and Fri.
So, yeah, im having sleeping issues. Aside from that though, its good. i have two classes with my
brothers, which works out good because we can help eachother. So, im liking it.
   
Also, i got to meet up with an old friend the other day, it was SOOO nice, i felt like i hadnt seen him
in ages. he's been having a hard time, well, he was for awhile, he seems to be doing a lot better now,
so, i think thats good. Im also planning on seeing two other friends soon, one on Saturday, and one on
Tuesday. I havent been able to see my friends much lately because we've all had so much going on.
So, its going to be nice to see them again. im meeting one of mine at my old Elementary school
on the 26th for a Fall Festival. So, i cant wait. But, i guess thats all for now, i'll try to update a little | |
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So, its been a few weeks since i've updated, i've been busy. Well, sorta. lol. Most my time is spent with
the boyfriend, the family, the friends, or the school work. However, i did find time to read Breaking Dawn...
and i loved it. I'm still sad it's the last in the series. :( now i have to find a new series to read. lol.
so, school starts on Aug 25th and i havent finished my classes. finding a proctor for my test
is a lot harder than i thought. Just because its stupid and complicated. lol. my good friend and
high school love went off to texas for the Air Force on Monday, i already miss him. Aside from
the few sad things, everything has been good. I loved the Dark Knight, it was amazing. And i am
dying to see The Pinapple Express, Tropic Thunder, Women, Mamma Mia, Sisterhood Of The
Traveling Pants 2, and Twilight (duh). lol. So, i get to go to the movies a lot. Well, i'd type more,
but i am currently getting ready for Supernatural to come on, and that show always gets my complete
and total attention. So, i'll try to update sooner next time.
    
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